If I know what love is, it is because of you

If i had a single flower for everytime i thought of you i could walk forever in my garden.

3天过的好快哦，和老婆见面的时间都好少哦，我知道老婆每天都写blog，我知道你很想我，我也很想念你。只要有你的支持，在累在辛苦我都会忍过去。真希望快点到下个拜四，这样我们就可以在见面啊，老婆你可要等我啊。当我感到不开心的时候，我会拿出你给我的那个小相簿来看看你的照片，这样我就开心点，心情也会好点。真希望时间可以过的快点。这样我就可以每天看到你而且我就会有自由啊。现在我觉得时间对我和你都很重要，因为有了时间我就可以有时间看你。好爱好爱你哦。。没你的日子真难过，真希望时间可以暂停，这样我就可以随时随地的看你。老婆也要多照顾自己哦，我知道你做工很辛苦啊，老公会支持你的。muakiczz!!!

haha ytd i went to outing with my nyp classmates, as they know that i m going to national service soon.so they ask me for outing..we went to east coast to cycling...i really enjoy outing with them, although cycling is tiring but its worthful.thx your guys ..your guys are great, C4 万岁~~~

I am back to blog again,where is my girlfriend?.these days i seldom meet my girlfriend as she was busy with her work.Meawhile i m also busy too as i need to cancel away my china passport so that i can go taking my oath at singapore immigration block because once i reached to 21, the singapore immigration will send me a letter to ask me to take oath so that after i taking oath, i'm a completely singaporean. so that this week , i always went to china embassy to settle my china passport, finally i have done it at thursday.But next week tuesday, i still need to go china embassy to collect myy prove letter so that the singapore immigration can allow me to take oath.

I think next week tuesday ,i will asked my parents or cousin to help me collect the prove letter, i dont think i have time on that day , i still have school to go. hai!!! there are a lot of things was making me feel so vexed. actually i want to defer my NS to complete my first year course. but they disapprove my request. so monday i have went there to tell them" is it!!! they can allow me to defer it because i just want to finish my first year den i will go serve NS and i'm already going to finish half of the second sem, only about 10 more weeks den i will complete this year course. so is there neccessary to let me completed it."

The offcier told me that" u can try to write a lettler to request for complete ur first year course but the chance to get approve was very low."but i wont give up even a small chance i still wan to try. at least it gave me hope.even my request was get disapprove , i have already try my best , i will accept it and happily go NS.

now i only  left 13days to go NS, i hope that they will gave me good news. no matter wad, i will always stay happy because i m cheerful boy , i wont let these things make me unhappy ^^. i know if i went to NS , my girlfriend will dam miss me, even now she went to work, as long as she has the time , she will keep find me, wadever she meeting me, she will hug me very tight. the first sentence she told me was" laogong,i m super miss u..wad i wan is ur hug and care." she is such a gd gf, i will miss her a lot if i enter to NS. life is like that sometime what u wan , it wont be so easily to get it. This is call life.

Anyway now i m thinking of someone , is you, GOH JIAMEI CAMAY.

actually what i want say to you is:

                                  you are a great girl.

                                                  a great girlfriend.

                                                                   a great lover.

                                                                          even a great wife.

                                                                                       I LOVE YOU!!!

                                                                                               2005/08/31~~                                                                                   

finally i can goiing out with my girlfriend,it has been quite a long time ,i never go out with my girlfriend.so i decided to bring my girlfriend to botanice garden for one day trip.i never went botanice garden before even my girlfriend also never go there before. so it is very new and fresh to us. i told my girlfriend that during this sat, i bring u to botanice garden.she replied with excting tone" really.but at first u know how to go there mah" erm i answered her that" i have checked the map ,i know how to bring u there".

when the day come, we take mrt train to BUONA VISTA MRT STATION. after about 30 to 40 minutes , we have reached . we walked to the MOE buildingn block's direction, as accroding the map, the botanic garden should located somewhere behind MOE building's block. but we have walked for quite a period of time, we still haven see any signboard about botanic garden. My girlfriend told me" we take taxi bah ,it will be more fast".I replied"yup, no choice, maybe we are walking at the wrong direction. we take taxi bah".

Then my girlfriend and i called one taxi, we told to the taxi driver" we want to go botanic garden". then he drive us to botanic garden, finally i know that actually i m bring my girlfriend to the wrong direction..that's why we cant reach to botanic garden .haha i am "lu chi mah". hahaha . about 20 minutes' time. we have arrived to botanice garden.it such a nice place. the place was big and beautiful. i saw a lot of plants and trees that i never seem before. we are still thinking which place should go first, at the end we decide to go swan lake first. we saw 4 of swan at the swan lake , we wanted to take picture but the swan was too far from us.it's hard to take picture for them. then we have also saw $5 dollar tree at botanic garden. the tree is huge and strong. i have take quite a numbers of picture about this tree.

next  we went to a pavilion, the pavilion was surounding by a lot of beautiful trees and flower.i think this place is very suitable for wedding people to take their wedding picture haha, we saw a pair of newlywed are taking their wedding picture around pavilion. they look so lovely. hehe. we have also taking picture too. because i think that this pavilion is a romance place , that s why got so many people coming here to take photo.

after that we went other place . but i can not remember the name of the place haha.because the botanic garden is too huge leh haha..i think we only travel around half of the garden bah. i asked my girlfriend " do you enjoying this trip with me". she hold my hand and told me" i love it as long as i can go out with u, i 'm sure enjoying". we slowly walked to garden and enjoy these beautiful scene and plants.

after around 5pm, we have decided to go plaze sing to buy my ipod touch charger and cover. we take bus to plaze sing, about 20 min , we reached to plaze sing, we went to 4 floor( i think) to search for my ipod touch cover and charger, finally i have search it and bought them together. my girlfriend told me " she wan this cool headset". haha i told her" when ur birthday i sure buy for u hahaha" she look happy .

then we take train back to yishun and i send her back to home, but she want me to stay her house  awhile.so aroun 1045pm, i went home.i m so happy that today i can go out with my gf although it was very tiring for one day trip at botanic garden but i think it was worthful...i love you laopo.. muakcuz...

they are more pics about botanic garden..

                so ur guys must hold on oh hahahah ~~~

last friday, after i finished my schooling, i went to take mrt to amk to meet my girlfriend, because today i will go to KBOX with my girlfriend, it was my first time went to Kbox, so everything to me is new and fresh. haha before i went to KBOX ,i asked my girlfriend to accompany me to buy ipod touch first, so my girlfriend bring to COURTS to buy it. Finally i have bought my ipod touch , i'm so happy because i have my ipod touch ,i has been waiting it for so long. after that we headed to KBOX now.

A few minutes have been passed, my girlfriend and i have reached to KBOX, we went to the counter to register , then the counter staff was recommend us to sign up for KBOX member because if we sign up we can enjoy a lot of discount in KBOX, what we need are just to pay the extra more $10 ,then we can be Kbox member. so my girlfriend was sign up, after that the KBOX staff bring us to our room (which is room 10), then he gave us a menu and asking us that" chose the drinks that u wanted to drinks".  I have chosen mango juice while my girlfriend chose coke. the KBOX staff collected back the menu and went out to prepare our drinks.

finally we could singing now, my girlfriend pick up the control and thinking what are the songs she will going to singing, she has chosen a lot of songs. the music has been started, my girlfriend and i were start to enjoying our singing time hahaha, but after a period of time, the KBOX staff came back with our drinks, he put down our drinks and snacks on the table . Before he leave , he told us that " we will sing from 4pm to 8pm" so we have 4 hours to sing.

4 hours have been passed, i thought the kbox staff will come in to collect our bill because the time is up, but i'm wrong as i never saw any staff come in to collect our bill. Suddenly one of the staff came in, i thought he will ask us for bill, at the end he was came in to ask us that " your guys still have two more free drinks can chose", then we told him to give us a couple of coke. so around 9 pm, my girlfriend decided to pay the bill as she was tiring now, so she went to call the Kbox staff to pay out the bill.after we had pay out the bill, we have leave out the kbox and went for dinner. but i never eat because my house have cooked for me, so i just see my girlfriend eating her porriage at amk food court,then we went back home.

i really enjoy singing with my girlfriend at KBOX....i love you ~~~

yeah!! i m back to blogging. these weeks got a lot of things happened to me. firstly i'm finally done my 'O' level english examination, it was much easy than last year's paper.i hope that i will get good grade.secondly, i have recieved NS letter,they were inform me to report at 11/12 to serve my full time army. i m trying to defer it. so after 2 weeks ,they will gave me an answer.i hope that at least they will let me finish my first year of my poly.

hai,i dono why these weeks i m feel like so emo and speechless, maybe i m worry about my defermentation of my NS . if i really go for NS,i will miss my laopo ,classmates and friends. but no choice,this is call life. sometime we can not control what we wan. the only way we can do, is to face it.

erm ...hai!! today my laopo was angry of me becox i never fetch her. Sorry laopo~~, just becox i m feel so vexed, as u can see when i m ur house ,i seldom smile, as a lot of things are making me to worry about it. i really love you,i hope that i can spend every hours and mins with you. this year i dono i can celebrate birthday with you mah as the NS thing haven settle. i hope that i can celebrate with you. at least gave u a sweet birthday .

pls dont angry with me.i know i m not a romance guy , sometime i make u angry, but i m not intend to make you unhappy. who wan their own gf to be unhappy,as long as you happy,i will happy too.true love is hard to find, true lover even more harder to find.but i m glad that i have find it...it is you!!...i treasure the sweet moment with you,i treasure the way u look at me.

whenever you smile to me,i m feel like all the loves were in the air..i m the lucky guy,cox i have you....if u ask me "what is the best thing about me??"

                           actually the answer i already gave you:

                                                the best thing about me is you!!!!

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
is you..camay goh..

i love you~~~